From the vicious mind of Adria

I am deleting Adria and possibly more. I need to reflect on things that are more important like my friends and their feelings instead of moving the story line along at a faster rate. I modded a good friend and an amazing RP person when she was there. That is something that pisses me off and I can’t believe I did it to her. I am so sorry beyond words but I don’t know if that is enough. I think I have lost track of my happiness and why I RP I seem to not even care anymore. So maybe one day this adria will return but for now she has to delete in order to learn from her mistake. I made my friend feel like shit and doing that to someone so good to me in RP and RL makes me sick with myself. This is not the only reason I am deleting. There has been a string of drama recently that I just can’t deal with, and I need to concentrate on my real life, my real friends, and not be so involved. So don’t blame someone or anyone for my departure it really is just me and how I am sick of my own behavior.  I am sorry and Goodbye. Those who want and need to get in contact with me know how.

Aimee… Adria’s human 

I don’t understand, if you hate someone why spend so much time obsessing over what/who they do and try to create a group to bring drama to people. I’m sorry that seems very infantile to me. By speaking ill of another person you are really just showing what you lack in character. If you hate someone ignore them, block them, keep them out of your life because when you let someone control your emotions or have your anger they have a power over you, forgive them for their flaws and move on. I am no where near perfect and I know some people hate me but I wish them nothing but peace and love in their life. I just hope that everyone can be adult enough to ignore or block the bull out of their life, you aren’t hurting anyone but yourself by being angry so let it go.

Love- Adria

imapiggeh:

These are just a few things that every roleplayer new AND old should follow:

1) Act your fucking age.

 The ONLY exception to this rule is if you are a minor playing with the big kids. And Yes we are all big kids on twitter! Life doesn’t get any easier as you get older. I won’t say GROW UP…

BACK TO BRAZIL! VIVA BRASIL

I get to go home again thank God. I do enjoy you Americans but I cannot stand you all the time, like I know @Hot_Rain can’t either, which by the way has been too long since I have had him to myself for more than five minutes….Americans *sighs* some things just disgust me about how vile your culture has become. Yes I do like you all but sometimes a vampire has to do what a vampire has to do. After my weekend in Texas I realized I do want to get more involved in politics or just into a certain media-politician again OH NAN  I was disrespected by a certain enforcer in Texas and it just rubbed me the wrong way, I was welcomed by the king, and who brought the traitor into the nest that caused such chaos? (Read the second SS book if you don’t know) I was welcomed by the King and I think he overrides anyone on a power trip *growls* but new subject that one is closed for now. I miss my home lands and I have not let @Vincenzovamp or @TomasRamos23 know the depth of my pain, I have been crying missing certain people I love and certain places. I miss being able to be care free and loving my un-life. Its starting to feel like a curse rather than the greatest gift I was ever given, even if it was from an evil bastard who has now disappeared… for good. I just want to get away for a while and explore the jungles that I called home. Maybe relive my old life for a while. Find family maybe explain to them. Hell maybe find me a new toy to bring home with me. I have been asked recently to become a maker for someone and I am not sure what to do about it. Recently I did run away at the alter from Vincenzo, yes it was wrong I never should have agreed to the sham it made everything wrong and weird. He threw something in my face that has been breaking my heart ever since, I am not a maker I have no clue about the maker and child relationship because I was abandoned by mine; which by the way can cause a lot of issues for a vampire. I technically have no-one that will be able to feel everything about me if something happened or be able to find me if something happened because I do not want to give my blood away anymore. I am confused and not sure about making someone because that means I have to teach them and be responsible for them.

OKAY ITS TIME FOR HAPPY

Yes, happy thoughts I am looking for some new animals so if anyone has suggestions I am open for it… So I think we are starting our descent into Rio, I left early today before the sun was even down it was a last minute trip and I didn’t bring anything besides my laptop with me and my cell phone which I may unplug both of them for a while… I appreciate the readings honestly I do. I will write more soon if not and you get pissy go fuck yourself

Adria

Well I see that I already have some followers on here, I guess I can see the attraction to this thing. I can keep track of some very important things on here especially if I end up going through with the multitude of things hanging over my shoulders at the current moment. I will post again very soon about my history and how I came to be with @Hot_Rain and what happened to my maker, but those are other stories that will have to be my our secret. This wedding has been weighing on my mind a lot recently, yes a travesty I would be married to @Vincenzovamp when he can barely stand my presence for more than an hour if we aren’t having sex, but that is something I just have to deal with. Duty to the nest. I am bound to @Hot_Rain and would do anything to keep our nest together, but I still have to go on my tangents at times. Looks like my in flight meal is ready for round two… I will post you all more later.

Adria~