BACK TO BRAZIL! VIVA BRASIL
I get to go home again thank God. I do enjoy you Americans but I cannot stand you all the time, like I know @Hot_Rain can’t either, which by the way has been too long since I have had him to myself for more than five minutes….Americans *sighs* some things just disgust me about how vile your culture has become. Yes I do like you all but sometimes a vampire has to do what a vampire has to do. After my weekend in Texas I realized I do want to get more involved in politics or just into a certain media-politician again OH NAN I was disrespected by a certain enforcer in Texas and it just rubbed me the wrong way, I was welcomed by the king, and who brought the traitor into the nest that caused such chaos? (Read the second SS book if you don’t know) I was welcomed by the King and I think he overrides anyone on a power trip *growls* but new subject that one is closed for now. I miss my home lands and I have not let @Vincenzovamp or @TomasRamos23 know the depth of my pain, I have been crying missing certain people I love and certain places. I miss being able to be care free and loving my un-life. Its starting to feel like a curse rather than the greatest gift I was ever given, even if it was from an evil bastard who has now disappeared… for good. I just want to get away for a while and explore the jungles that I called home. Maybe relive my old life for a while. Find family maybe explain to them. Hell maybe find me a new toy to bring home with me. I have been asked recently to become a maker for someone and I am not sure what to do about it. Recently I did run away at the alter from Vincenzo, yes it was wrong I never should have agreed to the sham it made everything wrong and weird. He threw something in my face that has been breaking my heart ever since, I am not a maker I have no clue about the maker and child relationship because I was abandoned by mine; which by the way can cause a lot of issues for a vampire. I technically have no-one that will be able to feel everything about me if something happened or be able to find me if something happened because I do not want to give my blood away anymore. I am confused and not sure about making someone because that means I have to teach them and be responsible for them.
OKAY ITS TIME FOR HAPPY
Yes, happy thoughts I am looking for some new animals so if anyone has suggestions I am open for it… So I think we are starting our descent into Rio, I left early today before the sun was even down it was a last minute trip and I didn’t bring anything besides my laptop with me and my cell phone which I may unplug both of them for a while… I appreciate the readings honestly I do. I will write more soon if not and you get pissy go fuck yourself